Of course, theres no one to blame but myself, but i'm just kinda pissed with their internal operations. In such a big company, shouldn't they be efficient all way around? You stated the results would be out that very night or the next day, when you only gave it out today which is 3 days later. I/We could've made other plans if we knew this was the outcome. Your time is precious, so is ours. Your irresponsibility.

In any way, i'm thankful that the other 3 succeeded (:

You guys owe Cheok and I a meal ahhh~

Ahhhh, & thanks a whole whole whole lot to Cheok for helping me get part time jobs! Vick too! Although it might just be a day thing but at least there would still be $$$ coming in. Thanks Cheok & Vick!! Love you guys plenty!

Veryvery unproductive. Not productive at all.

I think there's something wrong with me these few days. My brain's failing me perhaps. I feel more retarded, dumb, blur, blur, and blur. 3 days in a row, i've caused hurt upon myself in one way or another. Got a deep cut on my finger while trying to get my books, got a cut down my arm while trying to pack my file and just today, i knocked my head against the edge the door and broke out in tears. (Y) No one can ever beat me i promise. Thankfully it aint serious cause i was alone at home & thanks for the concern on twitter, honeys (: I'm fine now.

Ohwells.

Hopefully its just exhaustion in due of packing packing and packing all day. Quite sick and tired of it though. Although theres a tinge of excitement in me as i would be in a new environment and all, but not for the fact of a seemingly cosy room and all the work to be done.

I hope all goes well anyway.

Anyways, school has been rough this week. I've gotten back most of my papers except for POA which is tomorrow. Not pleasant. Not pleasant at all. Seriously, i wonder how was i even able to make it up to Sec5 with these kind of results. I wonder if brains is even in my vocabulary.

Not that it's so great that i have to boast about it, but apparently out of the 6 subject papers i've got back, flunked 5 of 'em, earning an awesome F9/E8s, no D7s i presume. & whats that ONE subject which i passed? English, with an awesome C6 (: Tyvm.

I wonder what am i going to do with myself.

After receiving back my results, instead of having the will and commitment to work even harder, im on the verge of giving up.

Ahhwells.

Naggings to put in more effort, everything laying in the backseat until after my O's, studies are our first priority for now ... (im not capable of doing that)

I've repeatedly told the oldies to let me move in first so i can concentrate on my O's, but noooo~ There they go nagging (like what else can they do) that i can study in my current place first. Guess what, how am i suppose to do my work when YOU make me bring all my books over! No wonder i have no brains, cause you dont seem to be making sense!